Throwin it back to the past formals. Shout out to those who let me borrow their Hoochie dresses 💃 now if only I can find one for next week. #tbt #tauformals #RedToEveryFormal #haventmissedaformal #roadtomay18 #soexcited #turnup #ratchcity
Over the past few years ive learned to be open minded, try new things, adapt to certain situations and what not. However, the ultimate test of open mindedness has really struck me. In about 3 weeks i will no longer be an undergrad. Better yet, i am finally gonna be done with college and have a bachelors degree. But what happens after that?
With everything going on here at home, I have the option of moving to San Diego for a year or two. I would live with my cousin and be a full time nanny for her kids. My cousin would price match my checks and possibly pay more than what i make at both of my jobs right now. Sounds fun right? Being a nanny for your god daughter and nephew, free food, getting paid, and living with your cousin, doing what you love and actually putting everything i learned at school to use, since i am a child development major. Doesnt sound that bad, but more so exciting. That transition of living with you mom for 22 years and then all of a sudden dip out and be on my own scares me, but im gonna have to face it soon. As of right now i am abut 70 percent sure that id be down to move to SD. But what about everything i have here? My friends, my jobs, my boyfriend, and of course my mommy. Am i really willing to leave that and sacrifice seeing them on the daily? What if i come back and things arent the same, (mainly speaking of my relationship with my bf)
Ahhhhhhh maybe this could be a new chapter in my life where i can start something new. Im just not 100 percent convinced just yet..but time is ticking and i have to make a decision… wahhhhhh! :/